心痛，不是因为生病了，而是失望。。。
曾经共患难的朋友不再信任我，不爽我，甚至开始离弃我。。。我感觉好冷，不是气候的冷，而是冷酷无情的冷。。。
曾经一起欢笑一起哭泣的时候你们都忘了吗？为什么现在的你对我如此冷淡如此绝情？是我做错了什么吗？还是从头到尾只是我一个人一厢情愿？难道一开始你们就没有当我是朋友？
在utar里，生活多苦闷。没有朋友没有温暖。。。怀念着曾经一同度过的时光，多么开心。。。可是梦醒时，却发现你们早已离我而去。。。留下我一个人，孤零零地。。。
心痛。。。又能怎样？许多事无法挽留，或许说连挽留的机会也没有。。。
我的心不再痛，或许因为我早已麻木。。。没有朋友的世界几乎让我没有了知觉。。。我早已忘了快乐的滋味，我早已习惯苦涩的滋味。。。
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你有尝试过交新朋友吗?
我们没有抛弃你。。。可能只是你多想而已。。或许大家都在忙吧！可是没有人会忘了你。。。如果你在说我。。我可以肯定的跟你说我没有离弃你。。。有些时候可能我会不理不睬的。。。可能这就是我吧。。我变了吧！但我心里还很关心你们的。。。还有，有些话题我觉得不想和你们有所讨论或什么的。。。所以我可能会不爽或什么的。。希望你能明白。。。我真的不想跟你们讨论‘这些’。。。因为你们几个是我好朋友，所以才告诉你们，但我不想讨论他。。。我知道你们的关怀。。我不会忘记的。。但你也不要忘记我们对你期待和关心。。。
看开点...我有时候也有这种感觉。
你要相信你绝对不是一个人的，自己的心态很重要...
Although we have not meet a long time, and we have never go out together before. Although you are not my best friend, but you are always my good friend. Never feel lonely or feel get left out when we never communicate with each others or when we never meet, cause all of you will always be deep in my heart. Prove? Erm, well, I can still remember my kindergarden schoolmate's name, my primary school's schoolmates name and of course all of the members of 5p1/2005 names. Why? Cause you are all buried deep in my heart.
you heng..u very menggelikan..
I just came back from Vietnam... and Xuan asked me to read your blog. How come everytime I go somewhere there's always a surprise back here? Hmm.... Can't imagine what will happen after a year in Aus. =)
There's always times when we feel lonely. I even felt lonely when all of you went to college and I'm left here with nothing to do. However, I believe that as friends, we might not meet each other frequently but at least we know that our friends are always there for us...
Maybe I haven't been a good friend all along, but if there's anything, i definately won't mind listening. If you don't feel like calling me, send me an email. Whatever it is, there's always me no matter where am I, I'll try to give you my support and care.
New friends are hard to make, Old friends are hard to keep. However, you must understand that all of us are trying hard. It is the same for everyone at this stage to feel so. Someone told me once that as long as friends care for each other, and think of each other at certain times, it's enough even though we might not meet.
Sorry for replying so late...
Love,
erin
-May my love and courage be with all of you.
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